Lysa
Terkeurst
"You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good
to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives." Genesis 50:20
(NIV)
I opened the anonymous letter and my heart sank. It was from
another mom who wanted to make sure I had a list of all the ways one of my
daughters was falling short. There in black and white she listed my daughter's
mistakes, shortcomings and frailties.
And then just to make sure I took her nameless letter
seriously, she informed me she'd be sending a copy to my
pastor.
My initial reaction was figure out who sent this so I could
call her. Talk this through face-to-face. Assure her my husband and I were not
only aware of some struggles my daughter was having but also working diligently
to help her course-correct.
But as I reread the letter, I discerned it wasn't sent from a
place of love for my family or a heart that wanted to help.
From the language she used and the fact that there wasn't a
way to contact her, it was obvious she didn't send it because she wanted the
best for my daughter.
I sat on the edge of my bed and cried.
It's so hard to have someone attack you in an area that's
already rubbed raw with hardship. Her letter was like a bullet straight to my
heart.
However, it was also a wake-up call to get more intentional
in praying for my daughter. I thought about her struggles a lot. I talked about
her struggles. I worried about her struggles.
But thinking about, talking about and worrying about
something is not the same as praying about it.
I determined to turn this letter that felt like a bullet into
a blessing by using it as a catalyst to ramp up my prayer
life.
Through my tears I cried out to the Lord, "I will not
sacrifice Your grace for my child on the altar of people's opinions. Of course I
want my daughter to walk the straight and narrow path of great choices. But I
trust You Lord to write her testimony. My main goal for her is not behavior
modification but total heart transformation. I want her to want You, Lord, and
Your best for her life. Give me the courage to not just pray about my daughter,
but to pray her all the way through this."
Praying her through the ups and downs wasn't easy. There were
days I wondered if God was even hearing my prayers.
It's tough to pray someone all the way through a messy, hard,
complicated situation and not see answers. Maybe you've been there. Maybe you
are there now.
Can I speak hope into your heart with 3 ways to press through
unanswered prayers?
1. Know with confidence God hears your
prayers.
1 John 5:14 reminds us, "This is the
confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his
will, he hears us" (NIV).
2. Trust that prayer makes a difference, even when you don't
see the difference.
It may take a while for you to see God answer your prayers.
But don't miss an "in the meantime answer" you can receive right away. Philippians 4: 6-7 reminds us of the immediate
answer to every prayer: "Do not be anxious about anything, but in
every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your
requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will
guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
(NIV)
Did you catch it? It's the peace of God that will guard your
heart and mind in the process while you're waiting for God to reveal His answer
to your request. When you pray, you can trust you are doing your part and God
will certainly do His part.
3. Tell fear it has no place in this
conversation.
These prayers are your gateway to feel an assurance you don't
see yet. But fear will beg you to focus on the problem more than God's promises.
Isaiah 41:10 says, "So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I
will uphold you with my righteous right hand"
(NIV).
It's been a year and a half since I got that hard letter that
prompted more frequent prayers for my daughter ... that bullet that turned into
a blessing. I recently visited her at college and could hardly believe my
eyes.
She's a completely different girl.
At one point during our time together, I asked her, "What
finally made following Jesus wholeheartedly click for you?" She said, "Mom, I've
made friends who love Jesus. I saw a joy in them that I wanted. So, I started
doing what they do even when I didn't want to. At first I thought getting up to
do devotions was unrealistic, prayer meetings were boring, and listening to
praise music, excessive. But as I kept doing these things, the Lord started
changing my thought patterns. And when I started thinking about life from the
standpoint of truth, I had so much more joy."
She then paused and said words I've longed to hear and prayed
to hear for so long, "Mom, I've just completely fallen in love with
Jesus."
I can hardly type those words without
crying.
I pray this infuses your heart with hope to keep praying. I
pray you believe God can take the things others intended to harm you or the ones
you love, and use them for good to accomplish His purposes as today's key verse
reminds us.
Dear Lord, only You can turn what was meant for evil
into good. I thank You in advance for all that You're going to do in my life. In
Jesus' Name, Amen.