For When You Feel
Alone
Samantha
Evilsizer
"As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my
love. If you keep my commandments, you will abide in my love, just as I have
kept my Father's commandments and abide in his love." John 15:9-10
(ESV)
Miss Emma's wrinkled hands cupped my chin—her palm a
reservoir for my tears. I walked down the hallways saying tearless goodbyes
to
119 other residents, and yet my farewell with her released a levy of
emotions.
The scattered pieces of my heart felt like they were
blown
about by the scurrying of nurses' footsteps and doctors' orders resounding
off
the walls of the nursing home.
It felt wrong to leave her alone, forsaken in this
dark
place.
Her family, or lack thereof, had rendered her
anchorless;
adrift in the lonely sea of a 120 bed facility. A drab place where my
Activities
Department team and I were brought in to dispel the dreariness. My job at
"The
Brick" would have been more bleak if not for Miss Emma and a few
others.
I didn't allow many details of this place to sink in
further than the surface of my heart. Stories repeated ten times each day
rolled
off my back. Routines of medicine and meals and the wandering of hallways
became
mundane tasks. Yet one name, one person, chiselled deep into my heart: Miss
Emma.
I perched on the edge of our goodbye, on the edge of
her
bed, hesitant to leave her. "Who'll sit in the sunshine with you? Who'll
listen?
Who'll sing hymns with you?"
Worry wrung my heart. Visions of Miss Emma, alone ...
lonely ... made my jaw tense and ache with pain for her. A square punch by
sadness will do that to a girl.
But not her. Beautiful brown saucers brimmed with
confidence. I waded in the refreshing waters of her eyes, rich pools of
wisdom.
"I'll be fine sugar ... I'm never alone. Don't you
realize
the One who created the sun sits with me? He listens always, hearing my
prayers
and needs. His presence is in the very praises we sing to Him. Child, we're
never alone."
Tucked away from the world, Miss Emma changed mine.
She
lived tightly knit to the Vine. Abided in Jesus' love through His Word and
worship and prayer. Miss Emma dwelled in this truth:
Christ beside me, Christ before me,
Christ behind me, Christ within me,
Christ beneath me, Christ above me. ~St. Patrick
Christ behind me, Christ within me,
Christ beneath me, Christ above me. ~St. Patrick
Though abandoned by her earthly family, she rested in
the
knowledge that her Heavenly Father never would leave her. Indeed, He made a
home
in her so she could nestle in Him.
Her solid assurance lifted my chin, calmed my heart.
The
strength she found in the truth that Christ never leaves us left a lasting
impression on me. I began looking for ways He was with me: by giving me the
wisdom to hold my tongue, or helping me sleep at night, or steadying me when
anxious.
Might we find hope in Him today as well? Curl up in
His
love by writing a Scripture verse on our heart. Lean into God's sure
presence
through lifting our voice in praise. Abide in His peace with a time of
prayer
... sharing and listening.
Christ is within us, before us, behind us. And as Miss
Emma so confidently knew, He will never leave or forsake us. We're never
alone.
Dear Lord, thank You for calling us Your children. And for
making
a home within us, so we may rest secure in You. Because You are our dwelling
place, we are never alone. In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Daily Smile:After every flight, pilots fill out a form called a gripe sheet, which conveys to the mechanics problems encountered with the aircraft during the flight that need repair or correction. The mechanics read and correct the problem, and then respond in writing on the lower half of the form what remedial action was taken, and the pilot reviews the gripe sheets before the next flight.
Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor!
Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints and problems as submitted by Qantas pilots and the solution recorded by maintenance engineers.
(P = the problem logged by the pilot.)
(S = the solution and action taken by the engineers.)
P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement.
S: Almost replaced left inside main tire.
P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough.
S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft.
P: Something loose in cockpit.
S: Something tightened in cockpit.
P: Dead bugs on windshield.
S: Live bugs on back-order.
P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200 feet per minute descent.
S: Cannot reproduce problem on ground.
P: Evidence of leak on right main landing gear.
S: Evidence removed.
P: DME volume unbelievably loud.
S: DME volume set to more believable level.
P: Friction locks cause throttle levers to stick.
S: That's what they're there for.
P: IFF inoperative.
S: IFF always inoperative in OFF mode.
P: Suspected crack in windshield.
S: Suspect you're right.
P: Number 3 engine missing.
S: Engine found on right wing after brief search.
P: Aircraft handles funny.
S: Aircraft warned to straighten up, fly right, and be serious.
P: Target radar hums.
S: Reprogrammed target radar with lyrics.
P: Mouse in cockpit.
S: Cat installed.
In The News:
Gender-Based Violence 'Wielded Mercilessly' in Muslim Countries
The conclusion of a new report by the U.S. Hudson Institute researcher Lela Gilbert is clear and unequivocal: gender-based violence plays a key strategic role in the plans of those who wish to eradicate Christians and Christian belief from Muslim lands, Open Doors USA reports. "Gender-Based Violence as an expression of Christian Persecution in Muslim Lands," written for the World Watch List, describes how a profound lack of equality between men and women in Muslim countries means that all women in these societies are structurally vulnerable to systematic violence and discrimination in their daily lives. A parallel review of statistics on Christian persecution in these lands is made in order to infer a picture of the plight of Christian women in Muslim lands. The resulting image is striking: the combined status of being both Christian and female significantly increases the likelihood of experiencing aggression and repression in society and at home. Gilbert focuses on Iran, Saudi Arabia, Pakistan and Egypt in her disclosure of the appalling legal and social situation for women living in sharia law-based societies.
Somalia: Christian Woman Imprisoned and Tortured
A Christian woman in Somalia was imprisoned recently for participating in underground Christian work, Voice of the Martyrs reports. "Fatima" had helped with underground work for 10 years before being arrested on Monday, May 27. She has reportedly faced questioning and severe torture, and Somali authorities have said she will be kept in prison for three months. Fatima has not been allowed to use her cell phone, and her exact location is unknown.
U.N. Estimates Syria Death Toll Approaching 93,000
The United Nations says nearly 93,000 people have now been killed in the civil war in Syria -- and that's just the confirmed death toll, CBN News reports. "The constant flow of killings continues at shockingly high levels, with more than 5,000 killings documented every month since last July, including a total of just under 27,000 new killings since Dec. 1," said Navi Pillay, the U.N. high commissioner for human rights. But Pillay says the real number of fatalities is likely much higher, as the official toll only spans from March 2011 through April 2013. "This extremely high rate of killings, month after month, reflects the drastically deteriorating pattern of the conflict over the past year," she said. "Civilians are bearing the brunt of widespread, violent and often indiscriminate attacks."
Southern Baptists Condemn Gay Scouts Policy But Won't Force a Boycott
(RNS) -- Southern Baptists overwhelmingly voted Wednesday (June 12) to stand with churches and families that drop ties with the Boy Scouts of America over its decision to allow openly gay Scouts, and urged the BSA to remove leaders who supported the change in policy.
Members of the nation’s largest Protestant denomination, gathered on the final day of their annual meeting in Houston, also acknowledged the right of churches to remain in Scouting, urging them to “seek to impact as many boys as possible with the life-changing Gospel of Jesus Christ.”
While expected, the Baptists’ resolution stopped far short of calling for an all-out boycott, as they did in 1997 with the Walt Disney Co. to combat what they saw as the company’s gay-friendly policies. That boycott was ended in 2005.
“This isn’t Disney redux, as some media predicted,” tweeted Russell Moore, the new head of the SBC’s Ethics & Religious Liberty Commission, calling the move “wise, balanced, and gospel-focused.”
Nonetheless, Baptists expressed their “continued opposition to and disappointment” with the recent change in policy. The lengthy resolution notes their concern that some BSA officials and gay advocates expect the May decision will eventually lead the Scouts to allow openly gay adult leaders.
“We encourage churches that choose to sever ties with the Boy Scouts not to abandon their ministry to boys but consider expanding their Royal Ambassadors ministry, a distinctively Southern Baptist missions organization to develop godly young men,” the SBC delegates said in their statement.
BSA spokesman Deron Smith said his organization has “deep respect” for the Southern Baptists but stressed that the new policy is about accepting a boy with same-sex attraction, not condoning homosexuality.
“We believe the BSA policy is fully consistent with how Southern Baptist Churches respond to young people in their congregations, and (it) allows them to maintain their beliefs about homosexuality and minister to children who are still learning and developing,” he said shortly after Wednesday’s vote.
Baptists, including Southern Baptists, are the BSA’s sixth-largest sponsor, with close to 4,000 units and more than 108,000 members.
Baptist delegates in Houston voiced a range of opinions on the appropriate next steps for the denomination. Wes Taylor, a pastor from Palatka, Fla., who was an Eagle Scout, supported the resolution.
“I think Scouting is a great movement, but unfortunately I’m very sad to say that it seems as though they are moving away from the principles that it was founded upon,” Taylor said, arguing that young boys would now be “exposed to something that is ungodly and unacceptable.”
Charlie Dale, pastor of Indian Springs, Ala., church, was concerned about the message the resolution would send.
“I think the Boy Scouts have said that they are against all sexual activity of any boy,” he said. “So I don’t think they’re condoning homosexuality. I think that this is not going to help the cause of Christ — this resolution.”
Delegates considered stripping language that acknowledged that some Southern Baptist churches might choose to remain tied to the Scouts. But David Dykes, a member of the resolutions committee and a pastor from Tyler, Texas, said that’s not the way SBC rules work.
“We do not believe we have the authority to tell churches exactly what to do and this resolution allows churches to go whichever direction the Holy Spirit leads them,” he said.
Some prominent Southern Baptist leaders, including former SBC president Bryant Wright and SBC Executive Committee chairman Ernest Easley, have already announced plans to break ties with the Scouts.
Other religious leaders urged the Southern Baptists not to completely abandon the Scouts.
R. Chip Turner, chairman of the BSA’s Religious Relationships Task Force, wrote an open letter to Southern Baptists asking them to realize that Scouting troops remain a place for evangelism.
“As ‘fishers of men,’ are we not to go where the fish are located?” Turner asked after the BSA vote. “In the case of church-based Scout units, there are unreached people already in your buildings!”
A.J. Smith, president of the Association of Baptists in Scouting, also supported continued ties to the Scouts, saying troop-chartering churches can enforce a conduct code that prevents “any kind of sexual activity” and can remove those who violate it.
“I believe that it is possible, even desirable, for Baptist churches to continue to utilize Scouting as an outreach ministry of the church,” said Smith, whose association includes Southern Baptists.
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