When Fear Paralyzes Your
Faith
by Renee
Swope
"Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by
name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
and
when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you
walk
through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you
ablaze."
Isaiah 43:1-2 (NIV)
As I crawled in bed, fear came over me. My husband was
out
of town for work and I was afraid to go to sleep. Fear had become a constant
companion during his nights away.
I needed to trust God, but I didn't. I went through
the
motions of what I knew I should do: pray, read scriptures, and tape verses
to my
bedside table and bathroom mirror. But there was also a phone on my pillow,
and
a neighborhood directory and Bible next to the bed.
One night I took it a step further. I put toys on the
stairs to trip possible burglars, brought my children into my room to sleep
with
me, and moved the dresser in front of the bedroom door.
Still fear kept me awake. I thought I was controlling
my
circumstances, but instead fear had taken control of me. Frustrated I still
couldn't sleep, I opened the Bible and read these familiar
words:
"Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned
you
by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
and
when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you
walk
through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you
ablaze"
(Isaiah 43:1-2).
That night God showed me something I'd never seen: my
fears were like flames and my efforts to protect myself were like gasoline.
Every feeble attempt to ease my fears was like pouring fuel on the fire, and
now
fear was consuming me. Gently, the Holy Spirit reminded me that God had not given me a spirit of fear but a spirit of power
and
love and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7).
The only way I would overcome fear was by walking
through
it.
I had to put away the props in which I'd placed my
faith
and go to bed trusting God, realizing that even if my fears came true He
would
be with me. Crawling out of bed, I started putting everything away. The
dresser
went back in place. My kids went back to their rooms and I went to sleep
without
my phone on the pillow.
For me, it was like walking through the flames of
fear,
doing what God was calling me to do–to fear not. And you know what? I slept
better than I had in weeks.
Fear lost its power when I actively put trust in God's
promises.
To be free from fear so we can walk in faith, we have
to
hold on to God's truths, replacing our natural ways with the steps He offers
to
guide us.
Let's ask God to show us fears that paralyze our faith
and
keep us from living confidently in His peace and freedom. And then let's
give
God a chance to come though for us as we courageously walk through our
fears,
holding God's hand and trusting His heart to lead, protect, and preserve us
each
step of the way.
Prayer: Dear Jesus, help me walk through my fears by facing them
instead
of being paralyzed by them. I want to take Your hand and trust Your heart
with
all that is within me. Give me courage today to take the first step. In
Jesus'
Name, amen.
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